A few nights ago I had 2 dreams in a row that had to deal with losing something important to me. The first dream was about losing my cell phone. I was in an airport and I plugged my phone into one of their free chargers (in a restroom, not sure why it was in a restroom but nothing makes sense in dreams). I went around the corner to wash my hands. When I returned to my phone, it was gone. I began freaking out. Like most people, EVERYTHING is on my phone. I have contacts, birthdays, photos, video, calendar notifications, etc. Luckily EVERYTHING is backed up daily (sometimes hourly) by Google's free cloud services (gotta love Google/Android). But still, I felt stripped from my stuff. The phone alone is a $600 phone, not cheap to replace! Luckily I woke up pretty quickly, saw my phone on my bed side table, took a deep breath and went back to sleep.
My second dream was way worse. My hubby, Jordan and I were in some huge building. It was an a old galleria of some sort, kind of like a museum. But it had been transformed into a shopping and dining structure, as well as a small bed and breakfast on the second floor. Near the entrance of the bed and breakfast, there is a gift shop, mostly toys and knick knacks like you see in most tourist areas. We were checking into the B&B and Jordan was playing in the toy section. I kept my eye on him like a hawk. he kept going behind this unit that was full of puppets (which he loves). Clint kept asking where he is, and he was always popping out behind the structure. Then after a few minutes, he didn't pop out. I went over there and he was not there. I began searching for him frantically, but didn't yell out his name (sometimes kids hide more if you scream their names). I could not find him. Then i called for him, Clint called for him. After searching for what seemed an hour, we never found him and we went to the police. I felt like i would never see him again. Then i woke up, breathing really hard! I was exhausted, it was 5am and I had never felt SO GOOD waking up way too early for work.
I looked up what it meant to have something stolen, particularly a cell phone. It said that something was not going as I had planned. And then when I looked up the meaning of the second dream, "losing a child", it said that I was losing hope. A child represents hope in a dream. so whatever happens to the child is what is happening to your hope.
I am trying to take this info that my subconscious has given me, and figure out what is going on, and how I need to address it.
Dreams are interesting things.
Someone very wise once told me that losing something can also mean change...which is almost more scary than the loss. You are going thru a lot of changes...and working hard at it...keep up the good work!
ReplyDeleteI agree with this! I have very vivid dreams. Sometimes they can be eery. I always go to a dream dictionary to see what certain things mean. A lot of the time mine have odd animals in it. I think it's because it'll get my attention. I once had a dream that I fell down a waterfall and then one of my friends got squirted in the face with a spray water bottle. It meant new beginnings for me and stress for her. It was right on!
ReplyDeleteI hope that you feel better and that you don't lose hope! You're such a wonderful person! I wish that we got to work together more.